onemoreshortie: life is confusing. period. i got yelled: "onemoreshortie (onemoreshortie) ???/?,
@ 2005-08-07 23:22:00
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life is confusing. period. i got yelled at for writing to vague. and i guess thats because i never know who is actually reading these entries, most of the time i think its the most random people ever. well i cant change much just because im skeptical of people, now a days who isnt. the one time i really really needed to daven i got stuck playing babysitter again. damn. chabad...oh how you confuse me. make me a jewish woman then steal away my religiousity. lol. firs tof all mom made me take out barbell in tongue very upset. i liked it a lot. gwenn likes my mom. grrr. i want it back. it was entertainment when i was bored at work. grrr. anyways. i dont understand people. i swear i will do what i need to do. both to protect myself from being victimized and from being harassed on both sides. so i dont really care to be sensitive anymore. besides its just a matter of whose involved anyways. see its live journal and i have to be vague. sorry. i dont knwo how not to be. anyways. i have to go to work tomorrow. which sucks out hardcore. but then i have a drs apt and then i get to go see my new pony! yay pony. well big horse actually. i cant wait for school to start. i have a knight in shining armor! and a whole lot more. and i refuse to just let it go like that. so i wont if you wont. no need. and because i took out the tongue ring, i get to go on birthright in jan. well almost 100% basically i can swing it. so i will find it. where theres a will theres a way. i a learning that more and more everyday. well i have to go to bed. goodnight."
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